Crazy thing called love.

Just came back from prom.
It was a mad night.
Took photos with random ppl, took a zillion taxis, got into Zouk, danced to retarded music, late supper, failed attempt to find booze, no sleep at hotel, brunch at Aston's, movie and ion.
NO SLEEP.
I think I shd have aged a little after these two days.

Anyways, I'm just here, not to babble on about Prom and after party and stuffs, just about the movie.
After watching "You're the apple of my eye"
(if I'm not wrong)
Just had a lot of stuffs running in my mind.
Through the movie, I didn't feel anything.
Like it's suppose to be those movies about relationships, and like senarios that you can relate to in some part of your life.
A little like, "Strangers Again" by WongFu Productions?
For that I cried.
But for this movie, not so much of anything.

Yet, I had a lot of feelings and thoughts after the movie.
The movie tells of how this bunch of junior high and senior high school friends and the story of how two from this bunch fell in love.
But of course it didn't turn out well, and that's the part that I thought brought out a point that is quite, mostly, true for many relationships.
The movie showed that the prob with this kind of relationship is that both the boy and the girl are of the same age.
And because of this, mostly, the boy just isn't mature enough to be on the maturity level of the girl.
I mean, it is true that girls mature faster than boys.
So I felt that, it's such a sad fact that, because of this fact, sometimes things just turns sour after a while.

And I thought about my ex.
Like at that point of time, I knew we couldn't go on anymore,
Like, our minds, is not on par.
How do I say this?
I can't say he's immature and I'm mature as hell.
Just that my requests isn't satisfied, and he's isn't from me.
What I think a relationship should be and what it is to him, is different.
That's how I felt, at least.

And this prob doesnt stop with my ex.
It was the same for JC.
And I thought, it's just pretty sad and wouldn't it be so great that if it wasn't like that.

Anyways, there's another point in the movie that I thought was pretty well portrayed too.
The part where they state that how much you would be so displeased and unhappy that the person you like goes off with other person,
But if you really love someone, you forget about what you've lost and feel really happy that she is happy.
I know it's cliche, but the way the movie showed it, I thought it is really brilliant and exactly how ppl would feel at one point of time in their lives.
And when it does happen to you, it will feel weird.
And you'll suddenly realize just how much you love the person to forget about one's misery and actually share the happiness with her.
The selfless-ness of it all, it's touching.

Well, and the third point, which is pretty much irrelavant to the movie,
Is how much I have missed falling in love.
And at some point during my chain of thoughts, I became scared,
Like in this generation, I'm bound to fall in love with an awesome "actor",
Could anyone be true and genuine?
This thought may be triggered by the stuffs I seen at the club today, I guess.
I mean, ppl do meet bastards that are flickle minded and I sometimes wish and pray I'm will never have to be one of those victims.

Anyways, I miss someone to cuddle with and kiss with.
I mean, after all, I'm a damsel in distress.
After all I'm 18.
We all wanna grow up and need, get love, I guess.

Well, that's about all.
Needa post the photos up soon!